September 26, 2010 § Leave a comment
Don’t go, please stay
In your arms, protect me
And fight the shadows away
It’s lonesome and cold
I’m shivering and freezing in fear
Someone, I need someone to hold!
My face is stained with tears
As I’m yelling so loudly
Yet no can seem to hear
Please, someone save me « Read the rest of this entry »
February 3, 2010 § Leave a comment
It’s a bit early, but happy valentines!
I haven’t been really into the “event” these past few years but it doesn’t mean I don’t give any care for it. I still care, I just don’t bother to do anything. 😀
Anyway, I’ve made a new original, it’s entitled, “Blue Valentine“. And yes, as the title says, it’s not a happy story. It’s a sad, angst-ish one-shot that is based on real events and real people. Who they are, I don’t know. 😐 Yes, it’s true. I haven’t met them but only heard of their love and loss, to them, my heart cries. This story is dedicated to them.
May they both finally found the happiness they deserve.
February 3, 2010 § Leave a comment
Here I sat on the pew beside my old college friends. I smiled at them and they smiled back but I could see the pity and the tightness in their smiles. I could sense how my presence nerved them. Hell, I think all my peers were nerved when they saw me enter.
And I knew why they were so, I knew and hurt in rage and cursed the heavens for what fate they had given me.
There my bride, my lover, the keeper of this heart who beats in faint dull beats–she, the love my soul–walks down the aisle in a beautiful wedding dress to the man she was to be wedded to.
This was my woman, this woman who belonged to me, this woman who held my life, my love, she was given to me by the cruel angels. « Read the rest of this entry »
December 20, 2009 § Leave a comment
He’s waiting outside
But I’ve made up my mind
This what I’m gonna do
I’ll be sticking with you
He’s calling my name
But it’s deaf to my ears
It’s so hard to explain
With you fogging my mind unclear
He’s banging on the door
And you’re banging in me
You’re reaching up to my core
Then you pour in to me
You look at me, smiling
We’re both lying down
Then I turn up, gasping
There he stands with a frown
December 14, 2009 § Leave a comment
By Your Side
Pairing: Yzak [x] Shiho
Setting: Phase 48
Commander Yzak Joule got off the Duel, as he held on to the cable that took him down, his hands were still shaking. After seeing the first shot from the GENESIS, he felt so cold and scared.
He couldn’t move and just thought what if any of his men were caught in that monstrosity. He wouldn’t be able to live with it. It made him re-think of what he was fighting for and if it killing every last natural was the right way to victory.
Yzak turned and saw four of his men salute at him, he saluted back. It was Shiho; she was leading those other three. No doubt they had a report to give but he wasn’t in the mood to listen to any damned report. « Read the rest of this entry »
October 20, 2009 § Leave a comment
Pairing: Flay [x] Yzak [x] Shiho
Setting: Phase 41
Flay Allster had been staying for over a month with ZAFT and under Rau Le Creuset’s watch. At least he wasn’t pedophilic; he hadn’t tried to touch her in that way.
But Flay was the type of girl who needed that kind of comfort yet not with men like Rau. She preferred men who were good-looking and about the same as she was.
There was only one man that filled all her standards from the entire ship and time that she had been with ZAFT—that was Yzak Joule, the only Red in Rau’s team, which was an added bonus.
Flay didn’t like coordinators yet she was still also a teenage girl inside, granted not like most normal girls yet she was still one. She needed comfort and she knew that only the silver-haired coordinator could do it. « Read the rest of this entry »
October 14, 2009 § Leave a comment
Innocent lips tainted by the devil’s touch
Since that dark unfortunate night
The maiden’s heart he does clutch
The dark and hot seduction became her light
Left alone in the cold, dark nights
Nothing else her white pure mind
But the arms that held great might
Arms that not only held but had bind
Her life became nothing but a bore
She needed not one but more
Since that night of alluring bliss
When he gave her that dark tempting kiss